Thursday, January 1, 2004

1 Nephi 22

1 Nephi 22:3
           
            “Wherefore, the things of which I have read are things pertaining to things both temporal and spiritual; for it appears that the house of Israel, sooner or later, will be scattered upon all the face of the earth, and also among all nations.”

            In the preceding chapters, Nephi reads the words of Isaiah to his brothers. In this verse he explains that those things that Isaiah said, though Isaiah received the message in spirit (because spiritual things are spiritually discerned [New Testament]) the message regards “temporal” events as well as spiritual.
            The problem I have with this verse and any other reference to a distinction between physical and spiritual worlds is that I am not even sure that this distinction existed in Israelite culture before they met the Greeks. There are a lot of references to Greek (New Testament) concepts in this pre-Christian (pre-Greek) text, and this is very problematic for me.

Written 8-23-14

Verse: 13-14
"And the blood of that great and abominable church, which is the whore of all the earth, shall turn upon their own heads; for they shall war among themselves, and the sword of their own hands shall fall upon their own heads, and they shall be drunken with their own blood. 14) And every nation which shall war against thee, O house of Israel, shall be turned one against another, and they shall fall into the pit which they digged to ensnare the people of the Lord. And all that fight against Zion shall be destroyed , and that great whore, who hath perverted the right ways of the Lord, yea, that great and abominable church, shall tumble to the dust and great shall be the fall of it."
(Refer to note on 1 Nephi 14:3)

1 Nephi 22:17

            “Wherefore, he will preserve the righteous by his power, even if it so be that the fulness of his wrath must come, and the righteous be preserved, even unto the destruction of their enemies by fire. Wherefore, the righteous need not fear; for thus saith the prophet, they shall be saved, even if it so be as by fire.”

            I really like the last part of this verse that says that the righteous will inevitably be saved even if they have to go through hell. It says that God will save his people, even if he has to put them through hell. This is my approach to life, if the pain is worth the gain I would like someone to push me through it when I am no longer able to walk into it myself. This verse shows that God does whatever it takes; God already put his son through hell to save you and he will put you through hell as well if he has too. I really hope he is willing to take those measures for me. I pray that God puts me through hell if it means that I will be with him in the end.


Written 8-24-2014


1 Nephi 21

Verse 26:
"And I will feed them that oppress thee with their own flesh; they shall be drunken with their own blood as with sweet wine; and all flesh shall know that I, the Lord, am thy Savior and thy Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob."
(Refer to note on 1 Nephi 14:3)

1 Nephi 19

1 Nephi 19

“Nevertheless, I do not write anything upon plates save it be that I think it be sacred. And now, if I do err, ever did they err of old; not that I would excuse myself because of other men, but because of the weakness which is in me, according to the flesh, I would excuse myself.”

-          1 Nephi 19:6

“If I do err…”
            One thing about the Book of Mormon and its distinction from other sacred scripture is that it is very apologetic about itself (including its own sacredness and approach). In this verse, the prophet Nephi writes what he, himself, considers to be “sacred scripture;” just as if Paul thought his letters to be sacred as he was writing to his churches. Nephi is not just writing an account of his experiences, he is very decisively and intentionally writing scripture as we know it today.
            The Book of Mormon, in many cases, is very self-reflective in that it tries to explain and justify the prose, its purpose, its process, its perspective and everything in between. In this sense it is very different from the writings of the Bible as we know them. Because of this, it unfortunately gives me the sense that the author was only trying too hard to make this sacred scripture perfect or to make this inevitably imperfect scripture sacred; or even to make this scripture as rhetorically sound as possible for post-enlightenment perspectives and cultures.
            In this verse, Nephi excuses himself saying that if it is the case that he errs in writing this scripture that it is only because human nature is weak, imperfect, and therefore imperfection will show in his writing. He says that he doesn’t excuse himself because of other men, but he excuses himself because of his human nature; but then, why does he bring up other men in the first place?
            Before going into why Nephi brings up “other men” I first want to clarify who I think these other men are (if it isn’t clear already). The context does not mention who these men are. Still, one can infer that since Nephi is regarding the legitimacy of the sacredness of his scripture, the “other men” that he brings up to compare his sacred scripture is not just any laypeople; and the errors of “these people” that Nephi compares his errors to are not just errors in any aspect of life or hobby. No, the way laypeople commit errors as they carry out their hobbies is not a fitting comparison to uphold Nephi’s scriptures to a level of sacredness. This verse would not make any sense and there would be no reason for Nephi to use this verse as a way to legitimize the sacredness of his scripture. Because of this, I infer that by “other men” and their errors, Nephi can only mean the writers of previous scriptures and the errors they committed in their writing. This verse also proves that Nephi, and those who follow this Mormon tradition, do not believe in the inerrancy of scripture (at least those not edited by Joseph Smith); which is the reason why Nephi brings up these “other men.”
            “If I do err, ever did they err of old.” By bringing up “them of old” Nephi is firstly comparing his scripture to be of the same level of legitimate sacredness as all other scriptures and secondly denying the inerrancy of scripture. It is obvious here that Nephi felt like he had qualifications to write sacred scripture despite the inevitable flaws of human nature. I am sure that this is the same view that Joseph Smith had as he was translating from these plates. Which makes me ponder up a more critical view: …
            In summary and in caricature of the views of the Mormon Church, it is commonly said that as Joseph Smith prayed to God to lead him to the correct church and denomination, God answered him and said that none of the Christian denominations were correct… and therefore Joseph Smith began his own movement which resulted in the Mormon Church. Could it be that Joseph Smith did indeed get this realization? That as he analyzed scripture and cultures and the traditions of writing and the studies of critical biblical scholars Joseph Smith learned that scripture was not inerrant? Could it be that, thusly, he realized that none of the Christian denominations were correct in approach and ideology regarding scripture and how it came to be? And so he began a movement of his own? Realizing that the traditions of scripture writing were comparable to as if he would write a scripture himself in his own situation, he began to write his own scripture and develop his own movement; in fact, staying faithful to certain scriptural traditions. And therefore, Joseph Smith says, through the character of a Jewish prophet, “If I do err, ever did they err of old.” And indeed, as far as modern Biblical Criticism Joseph Smith does follow the tradition of the authors of scripture, and his writings are as legitimate as those in the Bible and even the extra-biblical writings.

            Indeed, as I was reading about how Nephi kept being bullied by his older brothers, often binding him with ropes, I, more than once, thought to myself if this was not actually an autobiography of a troubled Joseph Smith due to his childhood experiences; that these experiences manifested into something that people now call sacred scripture. As far as I know right now, I am not sure if Joseph Smith had any siblings. Keep reading my friends.


Written 8-22-2014

Verse 10
"And the God of our fathers, who were led out of Egypt, out of bondage, and also were preserved in the wilderness by him, yea, the God of Abraham, and of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, yieldeth himself, according to the words of the angel, as a man, into the hands of wicked men, to be lifted up, according to the words of Neum, and to be buried in a sepulchre, according to the words of Zenos, which he spake concerning the three days of darkness, which should be a sign given of his death unto those who should inhabit the isles of the sea, more specially given unto those who are of the house of Israel."

Two figures who seem to prophets are referred to in this verse, Zenock and Neum. I wondered if these are referred to in other places other than the Book of Mormon. Maybe in other extra-biblical sources which the Mormon tradition would definitely not rule out being uninspired, such as the Book of Enoch and the Declaration of Independence.
While considering the Dead Sea Scrolls there is such thing as a figure who proclaims "the coming of a Messiah" 300 something years before Christ. In the "Damascus Document" he is called the "Teacher of Righteousness". But from the experience I had with the Book of Enoch, I wouldn't get too excited about this document. I would be impressed if it sounded anything like the Book of Mormon given that the scrolls were only discovered more than 100 years after Joseph Smith translated the plates.
A prophet name that is mentioned elsewhere is Zadok, who anointed Solomon in 1 Kings 1:39. Whether Zenock is actually a variation of the name Zadok could be left to opinion. Nevertheless we have no record of Zadok saying anything Zenock is mentioned to have said.

1 Nephi 17

1 Nephi 17:21
"Behold, these many years we have suffered in the wilderness, which time we might have enjoyed our possessions and the land of our inheritance; yea, and we might have been happy."

Like any other Exodus in the Bible this is yet another story of an Exodus by faith, like Abraham and like the Israelites, Lehi's family and followers had reasons to stay in Jerusalem. Yes, there were those who were prophesying that Jerusalem would be destroyed, but so far away from being a witness to the theorized destruction, why would anyone believe. It could have been that they may have been happier in the land. Just like the Israelites as they doubted Moses's and God's intentions saying that they were only brought out into the desert to die. Abraham also left his whole life behind.

1 Nephi 17:22

"And we know that the people who were in the land of Jerusalem were a righteous people; for they kept the statutes and judgments of the Lord, and all his commandments, according to the law of Moses; wherefore we know that they are a righteous people; and our father hath judged them, and hath led us away because we would hearken unto his words; yea, and our brother is like unto him. And after this manner of language did my brethren murmur and complain against us."

There was never to be any confirmation for these people that Jerusalem was ever indeed destroyed. They also had to believe this by faith. They were so far away from the actual destruction, that it seemed like it never happened to them. The closest thing that they get to witnessing the destruction of Jerusalem is when Nephi says in verse 43 that "Jerusalem should be getting destroyed by now." But as far as they have witnessed they never actually got to know. They suffered so much in the wilderness, and they will even have crossed an ocean to a new world purely on the supposition that Jerusalem would be destroyed. To them they never really escaped any danger, they never knew the danger they escaped, only the supposition. And in the new world, they became a people who existed on a supposition as their foundation. And they will carry that supposition across the sea and throughout their generations... until eventually they forget where they came from, and why they are there. They may only get confirmation until after they have forgotten who they were and why they were there, only after they forget that they even escaped from anywhere, that their home was elsewhere. What would it feel like to be one of those people, who would have never assumed that they were once from the other side of the world, and now they are being told that the beliefs that they "once before" had are now being confirmed. It would be like mending a broken heart that had long ago stopped beating.

verse  43
Nephi, on the other hand, through faith in God's words, had always the confirmation that Jerusalem was destroyed indeed as he had received the message from God. Nephi's heart was never broken.

1 Nephi 17:41

"And he did straiten them in the wilderness with his rod; for they hardened their hearts, even as ye have; and the Lord straitened them because of their iniquity. He sent fiery flying serpents among them; and after they were bitten he prepared a way  that they might be healed; and the labor which they had to perform was to look; and because of the simpleness of the way, or the easiness of it, here were many who perished."

"He sent fiery flying serpents"! In the bible it says that God sent serpents, but I had never imagined that they were fiery flying serpents! There are footnotes that refer to Numbers 21:6 (4-9), Deuteronomy 8:15, and Alma 33:19. Numbers and Deuteronomy says they were indeed "fiery" that is "venomous" but "flying" is not mentioned, maybe it refers to their swiftness... I can see that. Or maybe they did have wings. Alma just refers to the serpent that was lifted as a "type".

1 Nephi 17:43

"And now, After all these things, the time has come that they have become wicked, yea, nearly unto ripeness; and I know not but they are at this day about to be destroyed; for I know that the day must surely come that they must surely come that they must be destroyed, save a few only, who shall be led away into captivity."

Unlike his brothers that doubted, Nephi could feel the word of God as his reality. Although they were too far away to ever witness the destruction of Jerusalem, Nephi got his confirmation by faith.

1 Nephi 17:48

"I spake unto them saying: In the name of the Almighty God, I command you that ye touch me not, for I am filled with the power of God, even unto the consuming of my flesh; and whoso shall lay his hands upon me shall whither even as a dried reed; and he shall be as naught before the power of God, for God shall smite him."
This is one of the many instances in this book in which Nephi finds himself in a very sorry state and a very humiliating situation as his brothers keep trying to kill him from one time to another. This is evidence that this book is definitely not trying to exalt Nephi or his personality (at least in this book so far). As I said, Nephi is often displayed as a weakling only begging God to be saved. His virtue is not in his character, but in his dependence on God. As he begs, God comes through every time to save him, and to reprimand his brothers.

July 20, 2014

1 Nephi 14

Verse 3

"and that great pit, which hath been digged for them by that great and abominable church church, which was founded by the devil and his children, that he might lead away the souls of men down to hell - yea, that great pit which hath been digged for the destruction of men shall be filled by those who digged it, unto their utter destruction, saith the Lamb of God; not te destruction of the soul, save it be the casting of it into that hell which hath no end."

The verse says "that great pit which hath been digged for the destruction of men shall be filled by those who digged it."

This idea of the attackers will be victims of their own attack is repeated in other verses in 1 Nephi including:

1 Nephi 21:26 - " And I will feed them that oppress thee with their own flesh; they shall be drunken with their own blood as with sweet wine...

1 Nephi 22: 13-14 - "And the blood of that great and abominable church, which is the whore of all the earth, shall turn upon their own heads; for they shall war among themselves, and the sword of their own hands shall fall upon their own heads, and they shall be drunken with their own blood. 14) And every nation which shall war against thee, O house of Israel, shall be turned one against another, and they shall fall into the pit which they digged to ensnare the people of the Lord..."
In this passage:
the blood of the church shall turn upon their own heads...
They shall war among themselves
And the sword of their own hands shall fall upon their own heads
And they shall be drunken with their own blood
They shall be turned one against another
They shall fall into the pit which they digged to ensnare the people of the Lord.

The first time I read this my thoughts went to the people that were doing the digging, they were already in the pits as they were digging them, how fitting that the pit was ultimately dug for them. Ant then I thought some more, how would it feel to be one of them, to have the rage of destroying someone, and all of a sudden plea for mercy because of the deeds of their own destruction. I thought, if they would have never dug the pits, they would be no place to bury them, if they would have never prepared a punishment, there would be nothing to punish them with. Indeed, even as they were digging those pits their names were already inside them; they were digging their own pits, they were preparing their own punishment though they projected their evil unto others. I imagined that deep down inside, in that part of their mind that notices little relevant things, they knew, that what they were doing was ultimately for themselves. Deep inside they were thinking, I am digging this hole for myself, I deserve to be buried here. This hole is to punish me; why! I am already inside this hole as I dig it, how fitting that I should stay here buried in it. As their conscious mind was thinking, "this is where I belong (digging this hole for others), their subconscious was already thinking "this is where I belong" (in this hole for me). Can you imagine digging that hole for others while you consciously project your evil unto them, and buried in the back of your mind, the thought that you are digging that hole to bury yourself from the world, to get away from it, to keep yourself from existing, because you feel like you don't belong in life? Can you imagine? That's what I imagined as I read.

They were preparing their own punishment, but it is strange that their punishment is being prepared as they are participating in it, and to they extent that they participate in punishing others. So why are they being punished? If they only punish to punish themselves, what wrong have they done to deserve that punishment that they are punishing themselves for? It seems that they answer to that is in the question; it seems that their reasoning is circular, they are punishing themselves because they are punishing themselves. When something is circular within a subject the only answer for the cause (which is also the effect) is in the shape of the dynamics, the answer to why they are so simply becomes, "because they are so". It is in their nature to destroy themselves, as if they were predestined before creation to serve this purpose, to destroy themselves (as in Jude 1:4). As if their only purpose for existing was to rid of their existence. That nature was always part of them, such is the dynamics of evil.
Give it enough time and destruction will destroy itself, lies will lie themselves from reality, and hate will hate itself (Blog: "On a Quest to surrender" July 3, 2011). The own evil that is inside you condemns you that is why you are judged by your own measure (Matthew 7:2). That is why in this verse, the pits that they prepared for others will ultimately swallow them. It's the nature of it's fulfillment.

July 29, 2014

Sunday, January 5, 2003

Ecclesiasticus 51

Verse (12) ... (13)
I was reading the Hebrew additions after Wisdom of Jesus 51:12 -  
"Give thanks to the redeemer of Israel, for his steadfast love endures forever; 
Give thanks to him who gathers the dispersed of Israel, for his steadfast love endures forever; 
Give thanks to him who rebuilt his city and his sanctuary, for his steadfast love enendures forever..." 

I began to think about that which held the Jews together and made their culture survive and endure so much conflict. They had a reason to endure, God. They attributed their culture to something that should not and cannot die; and so they put utmost importance in their unity and their ways. 

I began to think about how much faith this took. They had to see meaning in everything, whether good or bad, wonderful or terrible, awesome or catastrophic. The Israelites had to have much faith that God was going to gather the dispersed. They were optimistic; they had to be. They would not have survived if they did not have the meaning that their faith and optimism provided them with.  

Then I began to think about how that optimism proved to be practical: 
Usually I hear that it is more advantageous to be pessimistic because pessimistic people tend to be more realistic about what they perceive. They are also able to consider and prepare for problems before they happen.  

But I see now how optimism is also important. An optimist can see the good and the alignment in every situation. An optimist may not be pragmatically  ready by expecting the worse situation but they are spiritually ready to face any situation. Because an optimist can see the silver lining in any situation and extract the light. And a true optimist can do that no matter what happens. 

The suspicion of a pessimist urges him to be ready with plans, but the spirit of an optimist allows him to be ready with spontaneity. 

Wednesday, January 1, 2003

Tobit 10

Verse 12
"Then he kissed his daughter Sarah and said to her, 'My daughter, honor your father-in-law and your mother-in-law, since from now on they are as much your parents as those who gave you birth...'"

Raguel, the father of Sarah is giving this command to his newly wed daughter, this command resembles the fifth commandment in Exodus 20:12 "Honor your father and your mother, so that..." so much so that it is probably meant as an extension of the fourth commandment.